Tuesday, July 04, 2006
Santa.Maria! Screwed.Up.Life.
Monday.
Whoa!
Guess who i met ytd on my way home?
So super surprising la!
Heh heh. It's none other than
MR Raymond Phua and MISS Carolyn Sing!
Surprise! Surprise! Surprise!
Hahas, chatted on the way home.
Missed that gal loads...
It's been a long long time since we last
TALKED! OH GOSH!
i'll definitely make sure that there is a
4E7 gathering SOON!
How soon i don't know la,
but confirm will have lo! Japanese classes officially ended.
Will miss Sai sensei and the rest of my classmates.
i'll be back.
Hahas, sounds cheesy, i noe.
i wanted to continue de, but mom says:
"Look at your studies la!
What have you been doing at school?!
Look at your piano la!
What have you been practicing?!"
Oh wells.
Anymore complains and it'll be
My Dad doing the
"Judgement Day" thingie.
LOL.
Seems like i don't have a choice, ehs? Today.
Hmmm, actually din feel like coming.
i mean going to school.
Got pe, and history lecture.
It lasted longer than announced.
7.30pm.
What The Heck!
Anyway, wasn't paying much attention too!
Like how can right?!
Was happy today too!
Scored 96/100 for my Japanese test.
WOOHOO~!
im a genius!
Never study oso can ace it!
Hee. Actually, it was pretty easy la.
Was sick ytd and since i have not
fully recovered, i nearly
FAINTED during pe.
LOL.
im so useless sia.
Sick abit then want to faint.
Hahas...weakling.
But pe was abit tough to me la,
due to the fact that i did not
EXERCISE over the holidays!
i must become fitter! -.- Why is it so hard to TRUST someone?
Why can't we believe in others?
Is it really so Difficult to do so?
Seriously, i don't understand
why we hurt each other.
With words, actions,
be it consciously or sub-consciously.
Afterall, in the end, we are left with each other.
Since when have we slowly become,
just like one of them?!
All the backstabbing, gossiping,
being devious and scheming?
i don't understand.
i really don't.
It's not a wonder, that why people find it
kinda hard to open up.
It's the FEAR.
The fear of exposing their own weaknesses.
The fear of being backstabbed and
being talked bad about behind their backs.
Why can't we just return to a time...
When we knew nothing about manipulating others?
When we did not backstab others to
make ourselves look better? We have evolved, to be a greedy and
selfish lot of homosapiens.
Homosapiens.
Shouldn't we be better off than animals?
But, sadly, in the end,
we are nothing more but
人面兽心的畜牲。。。
啊！ 人一生中最大的悲哀。。。
7/04/2006 10:15:00 PM
i m a g i n a t i o n takes flight.
